昨日は久しぶりに大学の友達に会った。転職していてよかった。黒い会社に入っていたから、無事に脱出していた。 鶴見の暗い酒場でだらだら飲んだ。ホンモノのオタクは今期豚レバを見ている。 今日は会社に行った。いまは帰っている。

有給にした。銀座に向かっている。来週から行くグランカナリアへのお土産としてラーメンを買うのだ。新潟のアンテナショップへ向かっている。 夏の終わりから結局ただの一度も復調しなかった。今年の前半の調子の良さが嘘のようだった。何も手につかず英語も…

ほぼ全ての習慣が破壊されてしまって何もやれてない。結局英語も大してやれてない。働く習慣さえ壊れ始めている。 たすけてくれ〜。と思うけど去年もこんな感じだったか？毎年はこんなもんだったかもしれない。

会社に向かっている。11月はずっと低迷していたけどやっと復活してきた。いっそ1週間くらい休めたら良かったけど、短い休みをちょくちょく取って何とかなってきた。 日曜日は部屋でひたすら映画とアニメを見た。木曜日に見た北野武の首が良かったので、改め…

I went to Okutama to do BBQ with my friends yesterday. We did BBQ last year too. It was cool, we might get cold. I perticipated a debate practice meeting on Sturday. I did rebuttule for the first tgme. I did my best but I didn't say my opi…

メンタルが低迷していて何もできない日が続いていた。水曜日には熱も出てしまった。どうしておれはこうなのだろう。 もう昔からこうだからどうしようもないな。

昨日は上司と話をした。おれの成長曲線っていうのを後輩たちに説明してあげなさいと言われた。最近入ってくる新人の子たちは僕らと時間軸が違うという相談をした。焦っている子が多いと。 おれの上司は、そういう子はどうどうと抑えてあげると言っていた。最…

I forgot the internsihp came to our office today. I was going to work from home today , but I decided to go to office. Today is day of Maisa Tsuno. She's the frontman of Akaikouen the band. She's oen of my rockstar. Her last album THE PARK…

I got a day off today. I'm going to onsen at Toshimaen. I don't have anything to do. I don't know what to do. Maybe it's not good. I don't have any motivation to do something. So I packed some books and macbook and something in my backpack…

I'm going to practice meeting of the dibate circle I've been member since last month. Starting to go the circle, I've been feeling briefings in my company easily. Maybe because I learned the way for logiclly person. When I was assigned as …

I found it's difficult to create undo mechanism. But I wanted the coworker and the internship to think it up! I gonna think it today. I'll find a good solution. I went out for drinking with old people who are my friends in my favorite izak…

It was interesting to go to forest to see Higanbanas last Sunday. I felt healing something like that. I felt so good. So I cleaned my room yesterday. I throw what I don't use no longer away. I finally recoverd my room from durty. I'm going…

I'm going to Koma where is near Hanno to see Higanbanas. I found the place on Google map and decide to go there because it's like beautiful and interesting. The are a lot of the flowers by the river. It's animetic like Kimetsu! I wanna see…

I have been playing Shunkan Eisakubun which is a method for practicing English. The app show me Japanese sentence then I think English sentence for Japanese one. Plus, the app also show me correct English sentence. So, I can correct my ans…

I wonder it's better to move my home from Ikebukro to somewhere. The cost in Ikebukuro is expensive. And I wanna live in other city in Tokyo. If I'll have staid in Tokyo for more 2 years, I can get back the moving cost. My position will be…

Today's my aniverary. I become to have worked in my company for 6 years and half. My company pays exstra money for person who have worked over 6.5 years when they quit them. How much the extra money is annual sallary. So it's my millestone…

I was asleep at my sofa. I coudn't go to bed. I went out for drinking to my favorite izakaya afte working. I've worked for 15 hours yesterday. It's clazy. I don't think anything. I was dlunk. I'm gonna my office now. I have a lot of someth…

I got up early this morning to maintain our product. I'm done smoothly. When I was stuednt, I wondered how product maintained. This is answer. Some engineer just got up early. My dream comes true. I went English lesson yesterday. I don't s…

I went to my office. I disscussed with the intern to improve his code. He's smart. Could I do smething for him...? I had one-on-one with my boss. I'm asked be interested in being a manager. But I want to go to Denmark next year. How do I b…

I talked my experience in new business to internships again. The're 3 terms for internship. This is the 2nd term. Previous one is the 1st. I could adapt the content I talked. I decided to cocentlate in just engineering in new business. Bec…

I had joyful holidays. I met a friend from Denmark on Sturday. We drunk Japanese craft beer and sake in Kanda. On Sunday, I visited Narita with my friend to eat Unagi at Kawatoyo where is famous Unagi restaurant. It's scrumputious. And thi…

Yesterday, our group had a offsite meeting. We created new tools for efficient work. I created a tool for creating erd from sql schema without no config. I enjoyed coding. オフサイトミーティングで1dayの開発合宿をやった。みんなで開発効率を…

ディベートクラブの飲み会でレスバトルをやってしまい、なんでおれはこうなってしまうかなーーーーー。余計なこと言わずに年上に合わせて粛々と酒を飲めばよかったのに、どうして…。 日曜日は凹んでいたら1日が終わってしまった。 切り替えて今週もがんばろう

I'd got a day off yesterday! I started to create a product using ChatGPT to practice logical writing. ChtaGPT is amazing. I didn't know about flutter but I could create App on flutter because they told me all I need. I created app and back…

It's 7th, really fast. I grew to be tired. なんだか疲れた。もう木曜日か。できれば明日は休みにしたい。

I'm going to my office today as well. I'm in the habbit to go. When I can get coecentration in the after noon, I can keep it untill night. It's not changed from when I was a university student. I found it impossible to change the habbit I …

The judgement of problem of Kyoto animations starts from today. If there wasn't such an accident, they'd made many awsome animes. I feel really sadness. I held an offsite meeting at Ikebukuro. I was host, so I prepare everything they need.…

I'm going to my office. From I've been back to the habbit of going my office, I have good condition for my mental. It's good to have some offline time to write my diary and study English. And there're some collegue in my office so that I c…

I took day off yesterday. I created my LT for group meeting. We're in the habbit of presenting LT rotatly. Today's my turn. I'll talk about how I learned English. Bytheway, I finished to watche Bakemongatari series finally yesterday. That'…

I talked about business and engineering to students working as an internship. I noticed I 'm not good at talking logically. I should practice it. Next weekend, I gonna go to a debate workshop to train my logical skill. And I have a plan to…